Thursday, July 24, 2008

ADVENTURE 101: Places I’ve Never Been Before

My first week in CFSI, being in four municipalities, and interacting with children who lives there and also some locals, a lot of realization came up to my mind. Almost everything is rumbling and puzzling in my head.

We’ve been to different municipalities in Maguindanao Province. I’ve never been to these places in my entire life, though I’m familiar to some municipalities because I’ve heard their places before, especially in the news. Most of these places were battlefields about 8-10 years ago. The scenery opened up my mind more. I don’t know if I should pity them or think that I am lucky, or think of them as an inspiration. I really don’t know. I’ve seen a lot, and I mean a lot…

  • “I see trees of green, red roses too.”
  • Bumpy roads. Good for 4x4 Off Roads competitions.
  • 5 minutes before we arrived in one district 2 people were killed.
  • Rebels (MILF) are visible.
  • Sitting beside a rebel and his M16 riffle.
  • People are carrying guns.
  • Political posters are everywhere.
  • Half cemented road.
  • One-fourth cemented road.
  • Durian, Lansones, Rambotan, Marang Trees are everywhere.
  • Children go to school without slippers.
  • Schools with no flooring.
  • Teacher-student ratio, 1:200
  • Students on the floor due to lack of chairs.
  • One school, one classroom with three different uniforms.
  • A 37 year old woman in 4th grade.
  • Two 21 years old males in 3rd grade.
  • 8 hours for teachers, half of the day are for female elementary pupils and male in the afternoon.
  • Schools with no classrooms.
  • Improvised classrooms.
  • Classes are held in the school stage.
  • 3rd grade and 4th grade class are merged.
  • Schools located at the top of the mountain.
  • Schools located at the middle of the cornfield.
  • Schools located at the middle of nowhere.
  • Community existing in the place where you less expected.
  • Elementary students have to cross 3 rivers just to go to school.
  • Students taking a bath in the flood before going to school.
  • They have the mountains and rivers as their playground.
  • Many are absent because it’s harvest time, they baby-sit their younger siblings.
  • Many are absent because it rained last night, they cannot cross the rivers because of strong current.
  • One student: 3 years in 1st grade.
  • Horses at the school yard.
  • Carabaos at the school yard.
  • Cows at the school yard.
  • Chicken at the school yard. (Schools became farms)
  • Teachers can dismiss their class whenever they like to.
  • Cross the bridge that’s made out of coconut tree trunks.
  • Carabaos underneath the improvised bridge.

More photos on my mulitply account.
CFSI (Community and Family Services International)

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Sadistic Cupid

Cupid… Cupid… Cupid… A sharp-shooter cherubim. He always hits the bull’s eye and not a single arrow goes to waste. I took a deep breath and he released his first arrow. Bang! Bull’s eye! Right in the middle of my heart. A sharp-stabbing pain into my chest and out onto my back. Again, one deep breath. Another pain. His arrow stayed in my chest for a while, then I pulled it out. Now I went to bed to find serenity. Without a warning, Cupid is slowly pulling the sling. With one big sigh, he let go. Pain! I crippled, grasp for air, one risky deep breath, sharp-stabbing pain again. I placed my hands on top of my heart to shield it from another surprise of Cupid. I tried to protect it from him, but as I do, he knocks it with a jackhammer. He pounded it and pounded it as hard as he could. Once more, I tried to battle his brutality. The way he pounds it, it’s as if I could hear my heart beats. Without any reason, that seraph of love will just stop and leave. Then, he will wait for another moment to release an arrow and swing his jackhammer. Cupid… I know you’ll never stop. *deep sigh* Ouch! There he goes again.

PS: It’s the feeling of having a heart defect. (Mitral Valve Prolapse)