If only

The clouds above is so dark,

as well as my heart.

The river flows in a never-ending way,

and so are my tears.

The birds can high fly, faraway,

and so is my wish.

The rocks are hard and can feel no pain,

and but I am not.

How I wish I could close my eyes forever,

and never see the beauty of your face.

How I wish I could run as fast as the river,

so I could get away from your truthful lies.

How I wish I could fly away,

so that I can feel freedom from your love.

How I wish I could feel no pain,

And stop myself from bleeding.

4/8/2007